Filed under: Chastity, Journal | Tags: 24/7, bdsm, bondage, cb-6000, Cb6000, Chains, Chastity, Control, Dominatrix, Masochism, mistress, Sadism, Whips
Its been a long week, every moment of every hour of every day i have been constantly reminded of my slavery to my Mistress. Words cannot express how overly frustrated, and humbled i am. i have been locked in my cb-6000 for a week now and my mind is completely under her control. i am amazed at how incredibly powerful my Mistress is, for the first time ever i feel completely at her mercy for she has asserted complete control over my body and mind. i know i must with-stand this torture for another week. The only thing left for me to do is embrace these feelings and trust that she will take me to places that neither of us have gone before. This feeling is similar to the feeling i got last weekend when she beat me senselessly as described in one of my previous posts.
bring on the whips, ropes and chains for i crave to go deeper, but only if that pleases you
i remain, in sub heaven
Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, bdsm, bondage, Cage, Chastity, Dominatrix, femdom, Journal, Leash, mistress, Sissy
i am pleased to write today that my Mistress and i have arrived at a new point in our 24.7 Mistress/slave relationship, it all came last night as i was out with some of my friends having a beer discussing the things you talk about among friends, when all of a sudden my Mistress starts assaulting me with emails to my Blackberry. While i was enjoying the time with my friends i immediately became intensely frustrated as Mistress delivered message after message of blog posts that she had been reading. The frustration was sexual as i have not been able to touch myself since Saturday and i have 10 more days to go of being locked in my chastity device. It seems she had found a blog called “slaveboy in Marital bliss” and it sparked her imagination. In fact i think it hit a comfortable nerve because she used the word “intriguing”.
Here are some excerpts from the post:
“From this point on, you will not check Email without my permission. You will not go outside of the house without my permission. You will not go to the bathroom without checking with me, and unless I tell you otherwise, you are to remain naked in my presence. Do you understand, slaveboy?”
“I sat back down on the ground at Mistress’s feet, silent, as she continued conversing with Susan. I don’t know how long it was, but about ten, maybe fifteen minutes passed and it seemed to feel normal, my sitting naked at my Mistress’s feet even as she talked with her friend. I was her pet, her slave, just another accessory in her life. “
“A while later, Mistress had me serve tea for her and Susan while wearing my high heels and new “pretty clothes.” (the extra lacey and see through black women’s lingerie top she had recently bought for me). That outfit seemed to make Susan smile wide, which made me feel very very small. “
“She caned me that night (which at this point is more than a week ago) and I still have a couple of stripes across my ass from that caning. After the caning, she let me eat her pussy till she orgasmed, but denied me any release. “
i sit here as i write this post filled with fear and trembling yet i am extremely energized, motivated and eager to make my Mistress happy. i now wonder,
will i be completely controlled as to ask to do anything?
will i be made out to my Mistress’s closest friends that i am her slave boy?
will i be forced to serve my Mistress and her Friends wearing sissy clothes?
will i be made to with-stand a caning, service my Mistress orally and then recieve nothing in return? (wait a second.. that already happens to me. )
As a summary, i am not sure what Mistress Lisa has up her sleeve for me in the near future. All i know was she was in a particularly great mood this morning, she teased my caged cock an awful lot while getting ready to go to work and gave me that “sadistic” look with a calm and pleasant smile.
Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, bondage, Cane, Chastity, Dominatrix, Flogging, Journal, Kinky, mistress, Sex Toys, Slave, Sub, Wife
Saturday started out as any other, a trip to the pub with the family and an evening of good family fun out. Arriving home from our Saturday night excursion we found our children fast asleep. i looked at my Mistress and noticed that evil sadistic look she often has. My cock twitched with excitement only to realize that it was encased in the plastic chastity cage. With the kids fast asleep and the night was so young i had a feeling that the night was about to get very interesting. i however did not know how sadistic she might get as that look does not come across her face very often.
Scene 2
the door to our bedroom is locked, and i am left tied to the bed, completely naked except my cb-6000 encased around my genitals. Mistress walks into the room, wearing a fresh pair of black panties holding a riding crop, looking at me with that same look she did earlier in the night. i knew there was trouble, and i knew i wasn’t getting let out of my cb-6000. Needless to say she tortured me, my nipples were scratched, pulled, and beaten. The various floggers, canes and crops continued to hit hard on my legs and chest. i was a wreck, i was in a submissive state and was submerged in a space that i rarely get into. Needless to say i was about to burst out of my cb-6000. The pressure was too much. i begged and i begged for release and she told me quite sternly “absolutely no way”. After a series of more begging i told her i would do anything to be granted relief. She looked at me and said “anything?” i said “yes Mistress, anything!” she proceeded to unlock me and said “after this handjob, you will be confined for a minimum of 2 weeks”
Scene 2
i agreed to the negotiation and was permitted to orgasm and now i sit here writing this post, looking ahead at a long two weeks of incarceration (i have never done two weeks before). Whats even worse is more toys arrived from the Stockroom and Mistress is planning on using them on my very shortly. The excitement is too much for me to bear! help!!
What should i do to keep my mind off of my predicament?
Filed under: Journal | Tags: bondage, Dominatrix, femdom, mistress, Restraint
i am sure glad it is Saturday! a day to please my Mistress and focus on making sure her needs are met. This morning i vacuumed, organized, did some laundry and ran some errands. i am absolutely loving this Saturday only because i can focus on my family and Mistress. The truth is, that i want to block out my work so bad that i will do anything to keep my mind off of it. To give you some context, things at work are not too stable and the firm i work for is rapidly imploding. i am finding myself contemplating my next move in terms of career, job and ensuring my family can still lead a comfortable life. it’s times like these when all hell breaks out that you would just love to grab a fishing rod, and some bait and sit in a boat or on the shore where you can think, contemplate, ease the stress that is on your mind and once in a while you’ll get a bite, some excitement if you will. The trouble is the lake is frozen, and a blanket of snow remains everywhere around me. However, it made me think of another outlet for me to ease stress that being wrapped in bondage, left only to contemplate, and enjoy the state i am in. To be tucked away, hidden, restrained not being able to move, left to ease my mind and just enjoy the bound state. As for catching anything? Well… i’d be considered the catch. 
Filed under: Journal | Tags: bdsm, bondage, Discipline, femdom, Fetish, Floggers, Flogging, Masochism, mistress, Nipple Clamps, Sadism, Submission
Filed under: Journal, Kinky Links | Tags: bondage, Chastity, femdom, Flogging, mistress, Nipple Clamps
it is unfortunate, but i have to let everyone know that my photostream is not working on Flickr. It appears that my photoset as intended is not being displayed. It appears that Flickr is down 
Please be patient and hopefully Fickr will get everything in order to see you can see the pictures that i offered in my last post
Filed under: Journal | Tags: bondage, Dominatrix, femdom, mistress, Movie, Submission
Something i came across while doing my blog reads. Looks like a fascinating film. Does any one know when this will be coming out and where? Will this really be coming to a theater near you?
Filed under: Journal, Kinky Links, Scene Ideas | Tags: bondage, Caging, femdom, mistress, Restraint, Submission
i was on Mrs Kelly’s Playouse blog and read a wonderful entry by scott there on what cages do to a submissive. It certainly made my mind race. Long time ago, back before Mistress and i had any kids we used to use one of those foldable dog cages and on a whim my Mistress would collar me and locked me in the cage while she watched TV or played on the computer. if for some reason there was punishment, she would ensure there was no blanket on the bottom of the cage so i had to sit my naked body down on the cold metal of the cage. it did get a little chilly.
One of the things she never did was leave the house with me caged in case of a fire. Still that thought still remains a fantasy of mine to be locked in a cage while Mistress goes out shopping for the afternoon. The interesting thing about caging is that it sounds so exciting to do it, but when it comes right down to it, being locked in a cage and left is very boring. (i guess thats why they may call it punishment) But i can see how being left and made to watch your Mistress enjoy herself would be much more interesting or perhaps a reward?
A subby can only dream, cause i can’t see myself being locked in cage in a very long while.
Filed under: Journal | Tags: bondage, Chastity, Edge Play, femdom, Journal, servitude
i am having trouble sleeping tonight and it really has nothing to do with the fact that i am incredibly frustrated sexually. the trouble of sleeping is coming from the fact that i am at the cross roads in my career and not sure what to do, what direction to take and how to handle the soap opera that is the office i work in. what i am saying is nothing new to everyone here, we all are faced with these challenges in life. i am very grateful i have a Mistress and when i am in her presence, on my knees, all my problems seem to melt away and i simply savor the moment of enjoying her every being.
Its also wonderful when she can take you away from all the stresses of life by having a good bondage or edge scene. i think this is exactly what the doctor is ordering. We shall see fro at the end of the day it is all about her, my Mistress.
Filed under: Journal, Scene Ideas | Tags: bdsm, bondage, Chastity, Edge Play, Frustration
well its only been a day and half into the week, which also means a day and a half in my chastity device. you see i am having a “slow day” work isn’t too busy, not much really going on today so i find my mind drifting into realms of intense experiences. This isn’t really a good thing being that my genitals are safely locked away and i can’t do anything about it.
So for those of you out there.. please don’t give me any more ideas
