Filed under: Chastity, Journal | Tags: 24/7, bdsm, bondage, cb-6000, Cb6000, Chains, Chastity, Control, Dominatrix, Masochism, mistress, Sadism, Whips
Its been a long week, every moment of every hour of every day i have been constantly reminded of my slavery to my Mistress. Words cannot express how overly frustrated, and humbled i am. i have been locked in my cb-6000 for a week now and my mind is completely under her control. i am amazed at how incredibly powerful my Mistress is, for the first time ever i feel completely at her mercy for she has asserted complete control over my body and mind. i know i must with-stand this torture for another week. The only thing left for me to do is embrace these feelings and trust that she will take me to places that neither of us have gone before. This feeling is similar to the feeling i got last weekend when she beat me senselessly as described in one of my previous posts.
bring on the whips, ropes and chains for i crave to go deeper, but only if that pleases you
i remain, in sub heaven
Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, bondage, cb-6000, Chastity, femdom, Journal, mistress, Submission
After a grueling week locked in my chastity device and spending much of that time juggling work, family and of course plenty of service to my Mistress i was let out of my device for a weekend furlough. The device will be placed back on at the beginning of the work week being Monday.
My Mistress has been fighting a brutal cold and i have been doing my best to ensure her needs are met and the kids are taken care of. Yet, still i can manage to wake up in the morning sometimes being in a foul mood. This obviously does not impress Mistress which leads either to longer lock down periods or being completely “ignored” sexually. i find when i am locked in my cb-6000 it is easier for me to maintain my cheerful, submissive disposition, but when on furlough it creeps away? Don’t get me wrong, i do experience bad mornings with my device on, especially if i have had no sleep but for some reason i can handle it better. i am thus faced with a conundrum, am i faced with a life being locked up with no break? but.. everyone needs a break once in a while?
My question to all of you is how do you maintain your zone of submission when outside of the cage?
