Its been a long week, every moment of every hour of every day i have been constantly reminded of my slavery to my Mistress.  Words cannot express how overly frustrated, and humbled i am.  i have been locked in my cb-6000 for a week now and my mind is completely under her control.  i am amazed at how incredibly powerful my Mistress is, for the first time ever i feel completely at her mercy for she has asserted complete control over my body and mind.  i know i must with-stand this torture for another week.  The only thing left for me to do is embrace these feelings and trust that she will take me to places that neither of us have gone before.  This feeling is similar to the feeling i got last weekend when she beat me senselessly as described in one of my previous posts.

bring on the whips, ropes and chains for i crave to go deeper, but only if that pleases you

i remain, in sub heaven

It is encouraging to read other accounts of submissives dealing with their Chastity experience.  i’m reading cb26k’s post on how he had a bout of the flu and went two weeks with out orgasm.  his Mistress was kind enough to let him out as he dealt with the bout, but after he was feeling better was asked to put it back on.  (would of been a tough thing to say yes to, and he did)

to quote: ” The disappointed look answered my question. I feel bad for even asking. I slipped the device on and locked it.”

he then goes on to explain how we started researching how to ensure his wife was happy, and her needs were met.

Its a good post read it at:

http://cb6kguy.blogspot.com/2008/02/flu.html