Greetings Mistresses, fellow slaves, submissives and FemDom enthusiasts. For those of you who were wondering where we went, we have been busy updating our new space on the web. With that said, i am pleased to announce that Mistress Lisa and I have just opened up and will be migrating our blog to our new home on the web at www.femdommarriage.com.  Keep in mind this is a “beta” site and is not fully up and running.  Please check it out anyways!

This is exciting because we now are not tied to the limitations of hosted wordpress but can do pretty much what ever we want with our imagination in cyberspace.

Come check it out!

http://www.femdommarriage.com/blog/

i realize that i have been gone for a long and for those of you that enjoy reading my blog i do want to apologize.  Life can get in the way, which it did and mostly everything went on hold while I dealt with my business and some family emergencies.

The crazy thing is i need to get back into the swing of things, the D/s part of my relationship with my wife has faltered a little and i need to get back and kick started.  crazy thing is i am having a hard time figuring out where to start.

i think i need to go slow.  So perhaps i should start by pampering her tonight and tell her how much i missed being her chastized little slave

i can’t take it any more! am i a wimp? am i soft? am i going to lose my mind? its only been 6 days of no release and i am going bonkers. The cb-6000 is locked on, its not going off and i cannot cum! i am going completely and absolutely bonkers. i am filled with lust, passion, ideas and my mind cannot stop racing. i’ve been thinking about Mistress, Bondage, Pain, and things I never thought would interest me. i’m going to compound this with the fact that Mistress made me worship her entire body last night and still i have no relief in site for at least another 8 days. *gulp* i’m not even at the half way point yet! i feel like she has swallowed the key and there is no way out!

i need help from my fellow submissive chastized males? How do you cope with being locked up for more than a week? (i must admit, this will be the longest i’ve ever gone!)

Can’t wait to hear some feedback, i desperately need some moral support!

W/we are really getting into this! Our journey into the 24.7 state continues and my Mistress told me tonight that she is very happy with how things are going and is so encouraged by the way i have been of late. i must admit that something is going on inside of me. i am giving myself up fully for my Mistress, i am focused and motivated to ensure her needs are always met first and foremost. i am invigorated and wake up in the morning filled with energy to serve and ensure her life is easier.

This evening we read some blogs together from other people in the Femdom community, we talked a lot about how we are moving forward. She was so very happy, instructed me to head to the bedroom and strip. i awaited her presense. She dressed in a sexy pair of crotchless panties, and i was given the priveledge of pleasing her orally. i remained chaste as always and i turned into submissive mush..

After Mistress received her pleasure, i was dismissed, she rolled over and said “10 more days, if your good!”

i still remain extremely frustrated but totally fulfilled.

i am pleased to write today that my Mistress and i have arrived at a new point in our 24.7 Mistress/slave relationship, it all came last night as i was out with some of my friends having a beer discussing the things you talk about among friends, when all of a sudden my Mistress starts assaulting me with emails to my Blackberry. While i was enjoying the time with my friends i immediately became intensely frustrated as Mistress delivered message after message of blog posts that she had been reading. The frustration was sexual as i have not been able to touch myself since Saturday and i have 10 more days to go of being locked in my chastity device. It seems she had found a blog called “slaveboy in Marital bliss” and it sparked her imagination. In fact i think it hit a comfortable nerve because she used the word “intriguing”.

Here are some excerpts from the post:

“From this point on, you will not check Email without my permission. You will not go outside of the house without my permission. You will not go to the bathroom without checking with me, and unless I tell you otherwise, you are to remain naked in my presence. Do you understand, slaveboy?”

“I sat back down on the ground at Mistress’s feet, silent, as she continued conversing with Susan. I don’t know how long it was, but about ten, maybe fifteen minutes passed and it seemed to feel normal, my sitting naked at my Mistress’s feet even as she talked with her friend. I was her pet, her slave, just another accessory in her life. “

“A while later, Mistress had me serve tea for her and Susan while wearing my high heels and new “pretty clothes.” (the extra lacey and see through black women’s lingerie top she had recently bought for me). That outfit seemed to make Susan smile wide, which made me feel very very small. “

“She caned me that night (which at this point is more than a week ago) and I still have a couple of stripes across my ass from that caning. After the caning, she let me eat her pussy till she orgasmed, but denied me any release. “

i sit here as i write this post filled with fear and trembling yet i am extremely energized, motivated and eager to make my Mistress happy. i now wonder,

will i be completely controlled as to ask to do anything?

will i be made out to my Mistress’s closest friends that i am her slave boy?

will i be forced to serve my Mistress and her Friends wearing sissy clothes?

will i be made to with-stand a caning, service my Mistress orally and then recieve nothing in return? (wait a second.. that already happens to me. )

As a summary, i am not sure what Mistress Lisa has up her sleeve for me in the near future. All i know was she was in a particularly great mood this morning, she teased my caged cock an awful lot while getting ready to go to work and gave me that “sadistic” look with a calm and pleasant smile.

i am sure glad it is Saturday! a day to please my Mistress and focus on making sure her needs are met. This morning i vacuumed, organized, did some laundry and ran some errands. i am absolutely loving this Saturday only because i can focus on my family and Mistress. The truth is, that i want to block out my work so bad that i will do anything to keep my mind off of it. To give you some context, things at work are not too stable and the firm i work for is rapidly imploding. i am finding myself contemplating my next move in terms of career, job and ensuring my family can still lead a comfortable life. it’s times like these when all hell breaks out that you would just love to grab a fishing rod, and some bait and sit in a boat or on the shore where you can think, contemplate, ease the stress that is on your mind and once in a while you’ll get a bite, some excitement if you will. The trouble is the lake is frozen, and a blanket of snow remains everywhere around me. However, it made me think of another outlet for me to ease stress that being wrapped in bondage, left only to contemplate, and enjoy the state i am in. To be tucked away, hidden, restrained not being able to move, left to ease my mind and just enjoy the bound state. As for catching anything? Well… i’d be considered the catch.

it is unfortunate, but i have to let everyone know that my photostream is not working on Flickr.  It appears that my photoset as intended is not being displayed. It appears that Flickr is down

Please be patient and hopefully Fickr will get everything in order to see you can see the pictures that i offered in my last post

My objective of having this blog is to gain encouragement and fresh ideas on how i can become the best submissive i can be to my Wife and Mistress. The emails and comments i have recieved truly have encouraged me and i am grateful for the traffic i have been receiving and the encouraging comments i am receiving, not to mention that my Mistress is very pleased lately of my behavior as a result.

Since i feel like i am gaining some new friends i thought i would share a little more about me and my Mistress. i have uploaded more photos in my flickr photostream which can be accessed either through this link or at any time on my side bar of this blog.

Let me know what you think!

Something i came across while doing my blog reads. Looks like a fascinating film. Does any one know when this will be coming out and where? Will this really be coming to a theater near you?