Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, bdsm, bondage, Cage, Chastity, Dominatrix, femdom, Journal, Leash, mistress, Sissy
i am pleased to write today that my Mistress and i have arrived at a new point in our 24.7 Mistress/slave relationship, it all came last night as i was out with some of my friends having a beer discussing the things you talk about among friends, when all of a sudden my Mistress starts assaulting me with emails to my Blackberry. While i was enjoying the time with my friends i immediately became intensely frustrated as Mistress delivered message after message of blog posts that she had been reading. The frustration was sexual as i have not been able to touch myself since Saturday and i have 10 more days to go of being locked in my chastity device. It seems she had found a blog called “slaveboy in Marital bliss” and it sparked her imagination. In fact i think it hit a comfortable nerve because she used the word “intriguing”.
Here are some excerpts from the post:
“From this point on, you will not check Email without my permission. You will not go outside of the house without my permission. You will not go to the bathroom without checking with me, and unless I tell you otherwise, you are to remain naked in my presence. Do you understand, slaveboy?”
“I sat back down on the ground at Mistress’s feet, silent, as she continued conversing with Susan. I don’t know how long it was, but about ten, maybe fifteen minutes passed and it seemed to feel normal, my sitting naked at my Mistress’s feet even as she talked with her friend. I was her pet, her slave, just another accessory in her life. “
“A while later, Mistress had me serve tea for her and Susan while wearing my high heels and new “pretty clothes.” (the extra lacey and see through black women’s lingerie top she had recently bought for me). That outfit seemed to make Susan smile wide, which made me feel very very small. “
“She caned me that night (which at this point is more than a week ago) and I still have a couple of stripes across my ass from that caning. After the caning, she let me eat her pussy till she orgasmed, but denied me any release. “
i sit here as i write this post filled with fear and trembling yet i am extremely energized, motivated and eager to make my Mistress happy. i now wonder,
will i be completely controlled as to ask to do anything?
will i be made out to my Mistress’s closest friends that i am her slave boy?
will i be forced to serve my Mistress and her Friends wearing sissy clothes?
will i be made to with-stand a caning, service my Mistress orally and then recieve nothing in return? (wait a second.. that already happens to me. )
As a summary, i am not sure what Mistress Lisa has up her sleeve for me in the near future. All i know was she was in a particularly great mood this morning, she teased my caged cock an awful lot while getting ready to go to work and gave me that “sadistic” look with a calm and pleasant smile.
Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, bondage, Cane, Chastity, Dominatrix, Flogging, Journal, Kinky, mistress, Sex Toys, Slave, Sub, Wife
Saturday started out as any other, a trip to the pub with the family and an evening of good family fun out. Arriving home from our Saturday night excursion we found our children fast asleep. i looked at my Mistress and noticed that evil sadistic look she often has. My cock twitched with excitement only to realize that it was encased in the plastic chastity cage. With the kids fast asleep and the night was so young i had a feeling that the night was about to get very interesting. i however did not know how sadistic she might get as that look does not come across her face very often.
Scene 2
the door to our bedroom is locked, and i am left tied to the bed, completely naked except my cb-6000 encased around my genitals. Mistress walks into the room, wearing a fresh pair of black panties holding a riding crop, looking at me with that same look she did earlier in the night. i knew there was trouble, and i knew i wasn’t getting let out of my cb-6000. Needless to say she tortured me, my nipples were scratched, pulled, and beaten. The various floggers, canes and crops continued to hit hard on my legs and chest. i was a wreck, i was in a submissive state and was submerged in a space that i rarely get into. Needless to say i was about to burst out of my cb-6000. The pressure was too much. i begged and i begged for release and she told me quite sternly “absolutely no way”. After a series of more begging i told her i would do anything to be granted relief. She looked at me and said “anything?” i said “yes Mistress, anything!” she proceeded to unlock me and said “after this handjob, you will be confined for a minimum of 2 weeks”
Scene 2
i agreed to the negotiation and was permitted to orgasm and now i sit here writing this post, looking ahead at a long two weeks of incarceration (i have never done two weeks before). Whats even worse is more toys arrived from the Stockroom and Mistress is planning on using them on my very shortly. The excitement is too much for me to bear! help!!
What should i do to keep my mind off of my predicament?
Filed under: Journal | Tags: bondage, Chastity, Edge Play, femdom, Journal, servitude
i am having trouble sleeping tonight and it really has nothing to do with the fact that i am incredibly frustrated sexually. the trouble of sleeping is coming from the fact that i am at the cross roads in my career and not sure what to do, what direction to take and how to handle the soap opera that is the office i work in. what i am saying is nothing new to everyone here, we all are faced with these challenges in life. i am very grateful i have a Mistress and when i am in her presence, on my knees, all my problems seem to melt away and i simply savor the moment of enjoying her every being.
Its also wonderful when she can take you away from all the stresses of life by having a good bondage or edge scene. i think this is exactly what the doctor is ordering. We shall see fro at the end of the day it is all about her, my Mistress.
Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, bondage, cb-6000, Chastity, femdom, Journal, mistress, Submission
After a grueling week locked in my chastity device and spending much of that time juggling work, family and of course plenty of service to my Mistress i was let out of my device for a weekend furlough. The device will be placed back on at the beginning of the work week being Monday.
My Mistress has been fighting a brutal cold and i have been doing my best to ensure her needs are met and the kids are taken care of. Yet, still i can manage to wake up in the morning sometimes being in a foul mood. This obviously does not impress Mistress which leads either to longer lock down periods or being completely “ignored” sexually. i find when i am locked in my cb-6000 it is easier for me to maintain my cheerful, submissive disposition, but when on furlough it creeps away? Don’t get me wrong, i do experience bad mornings with my device on, especially if i have had no sleep but for some reason i can handle it better. i am thus faced with a conundrum, am i faced with a life being locked up with no break? but.. everyone needs a break once in a while?
My question to all of you is how do you maintain your zone of submission when outside of the cage?
Filed under: Chastity | Tags: Cb6000, Chastity, femdom, Journal, kink, Submission, thoughts
It is encouraging to read other accounts of submissives dealing with their Chastity experience. i’m reading cb26k’s post on how he had a bout of the flu and went two weeks with out orgasm. his Mistress was kind enough to let him out as he dealt with the bout, but after he was feeling better was asked to put it back on. (would of been a tough thing to say yes to, and he did)
to quote: ” The disappointed look answered my question. I feel bad for even asking. I slipped the device on and locked it.”
he then goes on to explain how we started researching how to ensure his wife was happy, and her needs were met.
Its a good post read it at:
A new year is upon us and i am happy to announce that i will be dedicating more time to exploring D/s and growing more and more in my relationship with my Mistress/Wife. i am amazed by the amount of traffic i have been seeing on my blog and would love to hear any ideas anyone else in the community may have to my growing in the lifestyle with my Mistress.
i look forward to learning and growing further into the new year.
sincerely,
slave scott
