Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, Chastity, femdom, Hot Wife, Oral Worship, servitude
W/we are really getting into this! Our journey into the 24.7 state continues and my Mistress told me tonight that she is very happy with how things are going and is so encouraged by the way i have been of late. i must admit that something is going on inside of me. i am giving myself up fully for my Mistress, i am focused and motivated to ensure her needs are always met first and foremost. i am invigorated and wake up in the morning filled with energy to serve and ensure her life is easier.
This evening we read some blogs together from other people in the Femdom community, we talked a lot about how we are moving forward. She was so very happy, instructed me to head to the bedroom and strip. i awaited her presense. She dressed in a sexy pair of crotchless panties, and i was given the priveledge of pleasing her orally. i remained chaste as always and i turned into submissive mush..
After Mistress received her pleasure, i was dismissed, she rolled over and said “10 more days, if your good!”
i still remain extremely frustrated but totally fulfilled.
Filed under: Journal | Tags: bondage, Chastity, Edge Play, femdom, Journal, servitude
i am having trouble sleeping tonight and it really has nothing to do with the fact that i am incredibly frustrated sexually. the trouble of sleeping is coming from the fact that i am at the cross roads in my career and not sure what to do, what direction to take and how to handle the soap opera that is the office i work in. what i am saying is nothing new to everyone here, we all are faced with these challenges in life. i am very grateful i have a Mistress and when i am in her presence, on my knees, all my problems seem to melt away and i simply savor the moment of enjoying her every being.
Its also wonderful when she can take you away from all the stresses of life by having a good bondage or edge scene. i think this is exactly what the doctor is ordering. We shall see fro at the end of the day it is all about her, my Mistress.
