Filed under: Journal, Kinky Links | Tags: bdsm, Chastity, Collar, femdom, mistress, Slave, Submissive
Greetings Mistresses, fellow slaves, submissives and FemDom enthusiasts. For those of you who were wondering where we went, we have been busy updating our new space on the web. With that said, i am pleased to announce that Mistress Lisa and I have just opened up and will be migrating our blog to our new home on the web at http://www.femdommarriage.com. Keep in mind this is a “beta” site and is not fully up and running. Please check it out anyways!
This is exciting because we now are not tied to the limitations of hosted wordpress but can do pretty much what ever we want with our imagination in cyberspace.
Come check it out!
http://www.femdommarriage.com/blog/
i realize that i have been gone for a long and for those of you that enjoy reading my blog i do want to apologize. Life can get in the way, which it did and mostly everything went on hold while I dealt with my business and some family emergencies.
The crazy thing is i need to get back into the swing of things, the D/s part of my relationship with my wife has faltered a little and i need to get back and kick started. crazy thing is i am having a hard time figuring out where to start.
i think i need to go slow. So perhaps i should start by pampering her tonight and tell her how much i missed being her chastized little slave
Filed under: Journal
things have been a little insane in my life, with Family and Work related stuff. i wanted to let everyone know, since its been a while since my last post.
Filed under: Kinky Links | Tags: bdsm, Dominatrix, Leather, Masochism, mistress, Sadism, Slave
Here is an interview i came across while watching the CBC the other day, so i Thought i would share. i must admit i am so fortunate to have a Mistress that i can share this lifestyle with.
Filed under: Chastity, Journal | Tags: 24/7, bdsm, bondage, cb-6000, Cb6000, Chains, Chastity, Control, Dominatrix, Masochism, mistress, Sadism, Whips
Its been a long week, every moment of every hour of every day i have been constantly reminded of my slavery to my Mistress. Words cannot express how overly frustrated, and humbled i am. i have been locked in my cb-6000 for a week now and my mind is completely under her control. i am amazed at how incredibly powerful my Mistress is, for the first time ever i feel completely at her mercy for she has asserted complete control over my body and mind. i know i must with-stand this torture for another week. The only thing left for me to do is embrace these feelings and trust that she will take me to places that neither of us have gone before. This feeling is similar to the feeling i got last weekend when she beat me senselessly as described in one of my previous posts.
bring on the whips, ropes and chains for i crave to go deeper, but only if that pleases you
i remain, in sub heaven
Filed under: Chastity, Journal | Tags: 24/7, Chastity, Control, Dominatrix, femdom, Masochism, mistress, Pain, Sadism, Slave, Submissive, Tease and Denial
i can’t take it any more! am i a wimp? am i soft? am i going to lose my mind? its only been 6 days of no release and i am going bonkers. The cb-6000 is locked on, its not going off and i cannot cum! i am going completely and absolutely bonkers. i am filled with lust, passion, ideas and my mind cannot stop racing. i’ve been thinking about Mistress, Bondage, Pain, and things I never thought would interest me. i’m going to compound this with the fact that Mistress made me worship her entire body last night and still i have no relief in site for at least another 8 days. *gulp* i’m not even at the half way point yet! i feel like she has swallowed the key and there is no way out!
i need help from my fellow submissive chastized males? How do you cope with being locked up for more than a week? (i must admit, this will be the longest i’ve ever gone!)
Can’t wait to hear some feedback, i desperately need some moral support!
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W/we are really getting into this! Our journey into the 24.7 state continues and my Mistress told me tonight that she is very happy with how things are going and is so encouraged by the way i have been of late. i must admit that something is going on inside of me. i am giving myself up fully for my Mistress, i am focused and motivated to ensure her needs are always met first and foremost. i am invigorated and wake up in the morning filled with energy to serve and ensure her life is easier.
This evening we read some blogs together from other people in the Femdom community, we talked a lot about how we are moving forward. She was so very happy, instructed me to head to the bedroom and strip. i awaited her presense. She dressed in a sexy pair of crotchless panties, and i was given the priveledge of pleasing her orally. i remained chaste as always and i turned into submissive mush..
After Mistress received her pleasure, i was dismissed, she rolled over and said “10 more days, if your good!”
i still remain extremely frustrated but totally fulfilled.
Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, bdsm, bondage, Cage, Chastity, Dominatrix, femdom, Journal, Leash, mistress, Sissy
i am pleased to write today that my Mistress and i have arrived at a new point in our 24.7 Mistress/slave relationship, it all came last night as i was out with some of my friends having a beer discussing the things you talk about among friends, when all of a sudden my Mistress starts assaulting me with emails to my Blackberry. While i was enjoying the time with my friends i immediately became intensely frustrated as Mistress delivered message after message of blog posts that she had been reading. The frustration was sexual as i have not been able to touch myself since Saturday and i have 10 more days to go of being locked in my chastity device. It seems she had found a blog called “slaveboy in Marital bliss” and it sparked her imagination. In fact i think it hit a comfortable nerve because she used the word “intriguing”.
Here are some excerpts from the post:
“From this point on, you will not check Email without my permission. You will not go outside of the house without my permission. You will not go to the bathroom without checking with me, and unless I tell you otherwise, you are to remain naked in my presence. Do you understand, slaveboy?”
“I sat back down on the ground at Mistress’s feet, silent, as she continued conversing with Susan. I don’t know how long it was, but about ten, maybe fifteen minutes passed and it seemed to feel normal, my sitting naked at my Mistress’s feet even as she talked with her friend. I was her pet, her slave, just another accessory in her life. “
“A while later, Mistress had me serve tea for her and Susan while wearing my high heels and new “pretty clothes.” (the extra lacey and see through black women’s lingerie top she had recently bought for me). That outfit seemed to make Susan smile wide, which made me feel very very small. “
“She caned me that night (which at this point is more than a week ago) and I still have a couple of stripes across my ass from that caning. After the caning, she let me eat her pussy till she orgasmed, but denied me any release. “
i sit here as i write this post filled with fear and trembling yet i am extremely energized, motivated and eager to make my Mistress happy. i now wonder,
will i be completely controlled as to ask to do anything?
will i be made out to my Mistress’s closest friends that i am her slave boy?
will i be forced to serve my Mistress and her Friends wearing sissy clothes?
will i be made to with-stand a caning, service my Mistress orally and then recieve nothing in return? (wait a second.. that already happens to me. )
As a summary, i am not sure what Mistress Lisa has up her sleeve for me in the near future. All i know was she was in a particularly great mood this morning, she teased my caged cock an awful lot while getting ready to go to work and gave me that “sadistic” look with a calm and pleasant smile.
Filed under: Journal | Tags: 24/7, bondage, Cane, Chastity, Dominatrix, Flogging, Journal, Kinky, mistress, Sex Toys, Slave, Sub, Wife
Saturday started out as any other, a trip to the pub with the family and an evening of good family fun out. Arriving home from our Saturday night excursion we found our children fast asleep. i looked at my Mistress and noticed that evil sadistic look she often has. My cock twitched with excitement only to realize that it was encased in the plastic chastity cage. With the kids fast asleep and the night was so young i had a feeling that the night was about to get very interesting. i however did not know how sadistic she might get as that look does not come across her face very often.
Scene 2
the door to our bedroom is locked, and i am left tied to the bed, completely naked except my cb-6000 encased around my genitals. Mistress walks into the room, wearing a fresh pair of black panties holding a riding crop, looking at me with that same look she did earlier in the night. i knew there was trouble, and i knew i wasn’t getting let out of my cb-6000. Needless to say she tortured me, my nipples were scratched, pulled, and beaten. The various floggers, canes and crops continued to hit hard on my legs and chest. i was a wreck, i was in a submissive state and was submerged in a space that i rarely get into. Needless to say i was about to burst out of my cb-6000. The pressure was too much. i begged and i begged for release and she told me quite sternly “absolutely no way”. After a series of more begging i told her i would do anything to be granted relief. She looked at me and said “anything?” i said “yes Mistress, anything!” she proceeded to unlock me and said “after this handjob, you will be confined for a minimum of 2 weeks”
Scene 2
i agreed to the negotiation and was permitted to orgasm and now i sit here writing this post, looking ahead at a long two weeks of incarceration (i have never done two weeks before). Whats even worse is more toys arrived from the Stockroom and Mistress is planning on using them on my very shortly. The excitement is too much for me to bear! help!!
What should i do to keep my mind off of my predicament?
Filed under: Journal | Tags: bondage, Dominatrix, femdom, mistress, Restraint
i am sure glad it is Saturday! a day to please my Mistress and focus on making sure her needs are met. This morning i vacuumed, organized, did some laundry and ran some errands. i am absolutely loving this Saturday only because i can focus on my family and Mistress. The truth is, that i want to block out my work so bad that i will do anything to keep my mind off of it. To give you some context, things at work are not too stable and the firm i work for is rapidly imploding. i am finding myself contemplating my next move in terms of career, job and ensuring my family can still lead a comfortable life. it’s times like these when all hell breaks out that you would just love to grab a fishing rod, and some bait and sit in a boat or on the shore where you can think, contemplate, ease the stress that is on your mind and once in a while you’ll get a bite, some excitement if you will. The trouble is the lake is frozen, and a blanket of snow remains everywhere around me. However, it made me think of another outlet for me to ease stress that being wrapped in bondage, left only to contemplate, and enjoy the state i am in. To be tucked away, hidden, restrained not being able to move, left to ease my mind and just enjoy the bound state. As for catching anything? Well… i’d be considered the catch. 🙂
Ode to my Mistress 