i realize that i have been gone for a long and for those of you that enjoy reading my blog i do want to apologize. Life can get in the way, which it did and mostly everything went on hold while I dealt with my business and some family emergencies.
The crazy thing is i need to get back into the swing of things, the D/s part of my relationship with my wife has faltered a little and i need to get back and kick started. crazy thing is i am having a hard time figuring out where to start.
i think i need to go slow. So perhaps i should start by pampering her tonight and tell her how much i missed being her chastized little slave
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things have been a little insane in my life, with Family and Work related stuff. i wanted to let everyone know, since its been a while since my last post.
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Its been a long week, every moment of every hour of every day i have been constantly reminded of my slavery to my Mistress. Words cannot express how overly frustrated, and humbled i am. i have been locked in my cb-6000 for a week now and my mind is completely under her control. i am amazed at how incredibly powerful my Mistress is, for the first time ever i feel completely at her mercy for she has asserted complete control over my body and mind. i know i must with-stand this torture for another week. The only thing left for me to do is embrace these feelings and trust that she will take me to places that neither of us have gone before. This feeling is similar to the feeling i got last weekend when she beat me senselessly as described in one of my previous posts.
bring on the whips, ropes and chains for i crave to go deeper, but only if that pleases you
i remain, in sub heaven
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i can’t take it any more! am i a wimp? am i soft? am i going to lose my mind? its only been 6 days of no release and i am going bonkers. The cb-6000 is locked on, its not going off and i cannot cum! i am going completely and absolutely bonkers. i am filled with lust, passion, ideas and my mind cannot stop racing. i’ve been thinking about Mistress, Bondage, Pain, and things I never thought would interest me. i’m going to compound this with the fact that Mistress made me worship her entire body last night and still i have no relief in site for at least another 8 days. *gulp* i’m not even at the half way point yet! i feel like she has swallowed the key and there is no way out!
i need help from my fellow submissive chastized males? How do you cope with being locked up for more than a week? (i must admit, this will be the longest i’ve ever gone!)
Can’t wait to hear some feedback, i desperately need some moral support!
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W/we are really getting into this! Our journey into the 24.7 state continues and my Mistress told me tonight that she is very happy with how things are going and is so encouraged by the way i have been of late. i must admit that something is going on inside of me. i am giving myself up fully for my Mistress, i am focused and motivated to ensure her needs are always met first and foremost. i am invigorated and wake up in the morning filled with energy to serve and ensure her life is easier.
This evening we read some blogs together from other people in the Femdom community, we talked a lot about how we are moving forward. She was so very happy, instructed me to head to the bedroom and strip. i awaited her presense. She dressed in a sexy pair of crotchless panties, and i was given the priveledge of pleasing her orally. i remained chaste as always and i turned into submissive mush..
After Mistress received her pleasure, i was dismissed, she rolled over and said “10 more days, if your good!”
i still remain extremely frustrated but totally fulfilled.